*sigh*
Yeah i realize not all these emotions go together. I was about to write this really complainy post (Yeah complainy IS a word...) about a certain person in my life that promises to be pick me up at a certain time so I can run my errands and she is late.
Like ALL the time.
Then about 5 minutes ago she ruins my post. She calls me and tells me she laid down for a nap and she is on her way right now.
But I wanted to complain.
*sigh*
Do you ever feel like that? I mean things are going good for me I guess, I have a job, they give me shifts when they have them open for me...probably the crappy shifts nobody wants but still...
I have a job.
My husband has a job.
But this isn't my dream.
I want BIGGER. I want to educate myself further. I want to be a nurse.
I want a car to run my own dang errands.
I want...I want...I want....
Do you ever feel like this?
*sigh*
I'm off to get some fingerprinting done AGAIN for my job.
I'm really wanting some more shifts.
But on the other hand..Nah. I just wanna get paid for the work I don't do....lol.
I'll see you around when I'm a little less complainy.
Sorry for being such a nuisance.
That's WHY I'm writing on this blog. lol.
Does anyone read me over here anymore?
lol.
It's NOT like I NEVER write over here or somethin.
I do sometimes....
Keep checking back.
i might surprise you.
p.s. just found out there is a mandatory cna meeting TODAY at 130PM. And the assistant director of nursing is stressed about CNA hours. oh boy! who is she gonna let go now?
Ugh.
Happiness? I'm happy I guess...I bet I will feel better AFTER my meeting. I hope so.
ReplyDeleteI don't like feeling like this.
I have told you to call me when you need a ride.
ReplyDeleteBut alas Ruth you were at work.
ReplyDeleteBecause some lucky people like you, (Thank heavens you have a job) actually get hours when promised them....
*sigh*