Tuesday, April 26, 2011

Frustrations, anger and Happiness

Yeah i realize not all these emotions go together. I was about to write this really complainy post (Yeah complainy IS a word...) about a certain person in my life that promises to be pick me up at a certain time so I can run my errands and she is late.

Like ALL the time.

Then about 5 minutes ago she ruins my post. She calls me and tells me she laid down for a nap and she is on her way right now.

But I wanted to complain.

Do you ever feel like that? I mean things are going good for me I guess, I have a job, they give me shifts when they have them open for me...probably the crappy shifts nobody wants but still...

I have a job.
My husband has a job.
But this isn't my dream.
I want BIGGER. I want to educate myself further. I want to be a nurse.
I want a car to run my own dang errands.
I want...I want...I want....

Do you ever feel like this?

I'm off to get some fingerprinting done AGAIN for my job.
I'm really wanting some more shifts.
But on the other hand..Nah. I just wanna get paid for the work I don't do....lol.

I'll see you around when I'm a little less complainy.
Sorry for being such a nuisance.
That's WHY I'm writing on this blog. lol.
Does anyone read me over here anymore?

It's NOT like I NEVER write over here or somethin.
I do sometimes....
Keep checking back.
i might surprise you.

p.s. just found out there is a mandatory cna meeting TODAY at 130PM. And the assistant director of nursing is stressed about CNA hours. oh boy! who is she gonna let go now?


  1. Happiness? I'm happy I guess...I bet I will feel better AFTER my meeting. I hope so.
    I don't like feeling like this.

  2. I have told you to call me when you need a ride.

  3. But alas Ruth you were at work.
    Because some lucky people like you, (Thank heavens you have a job) actually get hours when promised them....


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